I love female scissoring and sm

So I don’t know about most people but it’s been a while I had anything.And I’m talking about the eyes rolling back, legs shaking sex speaking a language that you didn’t even know existed, having my pink passion flow like a tsunami. And me saying how it hurts so much but it feels so good and how sore I am but it was worth every second or looking at the marks that we left on each other‘s bodies.I missed being tied down to the bed spread eagle while you’re having your way with me  and vice versa while I  have my way with you.Because creativity is a big turn on especially when it’s comes to getting punishments and rewards. And  I haven’t received one or given one in a while too .To male, female , or both at the same time I didn’t care and I still don’t as long as I was pleasing someone and someone was pleasing me. So is that so hard to ask for? Keep in mind this is a POV from a switch.